Author: Alexia
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who up re-questioning their gender identity
short post because short thoughts i’m in a weird position. i seem to have found myself caught somewhere between the thought of detransitioning or continuing my transition. not because of anything serious. like at the end of the day, i’m still trans but i feel like i just have to play dress-up for a little… Read more
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the hardest thing i’ll ever have to do
FDOC unrelated to the actual post, but i started my first day of classes today! first day of grad school. i never thought i would make it here. in fact, i doubted myself every step of the way it took to get here, but overall i’m really proud of myself. every step that i took,… Read more
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i’ve re-implemented a coping mechanism that i’m not really sure if it helps or not, but it helps so i guess that’s all that really matters. like that’s the point? to help you cope right? i guess what i mean by “works” is if its healthy or not… which has been a big concern for… Read more
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how to not take your meds 101
for those times when being medicated just makes you feel like you’re becoming a shell of a person 1. Because… you don’t need them!! how many well-rounded, happy, normal individuals do you see talking about how they are on medication? NONE. that’s because normal people don’t need meds, their brains work like they’re supposed to.… Read more
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things i’ve been feeling lately
“My house says to me, “Do not leave me, for here dwells your past.” And the road says to me, “Come and follow me, for I am your future.” And I say to both my house and the road, “I have no past, nor have I a future. If I stay here, there is a… Read more
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music means a lot to me p1
to be cringe is to be free, so this is gonna be a cringe post. here’s a list of songs lately that i like and the lyrics that resonate the most with me with optional explanations after them. “my steps keep splitting my grief, through these solipsistic moods. i should call my parents when i… Read more
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Protected: pick up the phone
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im going to buy drugs off the grey market
i recently hit my 1 year on T back in February, but since the start of the summer I’ve been taking a “t-break”. haha get it because i also smoke weed and sum ppl that smoke weed take t- breaks as in tolerance breaks. anyway… it’s not really a voluntary break. for the past year… Read more
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i hope you die
my father is real piece of fucking work. this might be trauma dumpy, this might be dramatic, but i really don’t give a fuck. i hope he dies and i never have to spend another moment on the same planet as this dumb fuck. to catch ya’ll up to speed, I’ve blocked my father. our… Read more
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i dont want to be a slut anymore…
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